I know who I must be

When faced with the decision

I looked the other way

I knew what it will cost me

The price I'll have to pay.

My mind replays those seconds 

Between the "yes" or "no"

I try to justify it

And to explain my fall.

But I'm just wasting seconds

Same way I wasted those

When I should've known better

Than landing on my nose...

Still, now that I am here

I do not wish to stay

So once again I'm calling

And dream of what You'll say.

And in my dreams, sweet Jesus

You tell me to get up

That You know all my weakness

And that You saw the trap.

I see you coming closer

Bringing Your light with You.

You kiss my head, and gently

You tell me I'll get through.

You tell me that I'm stronger 

Than I think I can be

And even when I'm falling

That girl still remains me.

I see You coming closer 

And dusting off my clothes 

You smile, and then You tell me

"I'll chase away the wolves"

I dream of all this, Jesus

Afraid I will wake up

And realize in panic

I am still just as trapped.

But then I turn and see You

You sit there next to me.

And when I see You smiling

I get up to my feet.

It should not be this easy

It is not fair on You

But when I see You smiling

I know what I must do.

When I was but a sinner

Who detested You Way

You always stood beside

Through every single day.

If that is how You loved me

When I hated You so

I now choose to believe You

I just know that I know!

And now, I'm the one smiling

While You smile back at me

And though the wolves are howling

I know who I must be.

"When you feel alone and scared doubting that I am still with you, close your
eyes and say it out loud: ‘While I was yet a sinner, Christ died for me and He
was with me, how much more is He with me now?’ Can you do that for me
Sara?”
“Yes, my Lord!” Sara cried and Yeshua smiled.
“Can you repeat that for me?”
“Yes… Yes my Lord… While I was yet a sinner, Christ died for me and He
was with me, how much more is He with me now?”" The King's daughter, by Cristina Pop